thought-dump
i have so many feelings, tangled up and glimmering in my chest, a little too bright. is it confusion? is it resentment? am i bitter, or angry, or jealous?
maybe i feel all of it, or maybe none. i don't know yet, but i carry this messed up little ball of feelings in my hands when it breaks through my ribcage, tilting my head in question. i'd love to get to know it, to ask it questions, to ask what's wrong. to listen. because although i can't provide a solution to these feelings, i can give them a warm place to stay until it's their time to go. i can bask in their color, the warmth of their bright light. and then let go.
i am grateful: one, for being alive. two: to have warmth and comfort. three: for you.
thank you for reading
