december 27
hello~ 
it's dark outside already.
today has been a blur... so long, but short, weirdly unproductive despite leaving the house. maybe i didn't get to catch up with my hobbies? maybe it was the headache i had all day. i did get some sleep though. but i didn't get to color, sadly. it's a mindfulness exercise i do that i've been enjoying! 
this entry will be quite short, i dunno why i have this weird brain fog! maybe it's because i woke up at 3am. i guess i may never know, so i'll let it go for now. maybe it's work-related worries? i don't even remember which socks i wore today... but oh, i did get to try mango-flavored koala biscuits. they were good.
now it's time to unwind and watch amélie poulin (2001) with my boyfriend and cry because i watched the movie as a kid in school and never felt more represented in my life. i hope he can see it, too!
listening to: akuno musume by mothy (ft. kagamine rin)
reading: nothing today, unfortunately :(
feeling: dissociated
