tian's desk drawer of thoughts

december 22

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good evening (almost)! tumblr_8115b34dc50c5a8d04465fa014bcecd7_91f014fc_75 to say the least, today has been a productive day. again, i'm on a two-day streak!! it sounds counterproductive for a rest day, but i did get a lot done so i can enjoy how clean my room is as i write this.

today's scents: snowflakes and cashmere by bath and body works, angel soirée by le monde gourmand, and sweet love by bodycology. i smell like an artificial fruit candy :D

anyway, anyway, i wrote today, too, a bit. posted them here, and wrapped more presents. wrote more christmas cards. and read about meditation. i hope to be more mindful in the future, more accepting of the present and change as it comes and goes.

i think the secret to inner peace is accepting that every moment is temporary, instead of clinging so hard to the present as if it will disappear forever when you let go. it is that way, because it is, and i need to accept it, don't i?

am i getting wiser or just older? :p

listening to: 한번만 안아줘 by girl's day
reading: DBT skills training by marsha linehan
feeling: good

ps: i also cooked today and it was a disaster. at least it's edible... tumblr_a99378ba360faaa56dccbdeeb145fd03_375a59bb_75